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| Home is where the bodies are. My current partner, whom I love dearly, wants us to move. Start a new life in a new city, far from anywhere we have lived before. "Let's go on an adventure of a lifetime Lilly" he says with such enthusiasm and passion in his eyes that I feel loathe to disappoint him. The love I have for him is more than I have ever felt for another human in my short life. He tempts me to leave this all behind, something I have never even considered before. But how can I leave here? So many secrets, so many hidden stories waiting to be discovered. That can never happen. The thought of losing him though is beyond imagining. I cannot let him go. His eyes make me melt, the touch of his hand upon my face makes me truly believe I am beautiful, that the ugliness is only soul deep and not transmitted on the outside. I make him laugh, he thinks I am smart and witty. He spoils me in ways no one has before. I need him in my life, but he would never, ever understand. They never do. I have learnt from my past mistakes. Even though they say they love me, they can never just quite make that extra leap once I tell them my deepest darkest secret of all. He lays there now, upon the couch, hair messy from running his fingers through it, thumbing through pages of places we could go, occasionally calling me over to "check this out Lil". Oh how I love him. He is just so so pretty and lovely. No other woman could possibly love him as much as I and certainly he will love no other the way he loves me. But I must remain strong in my decision. I cannot move with him, move away from my yard of secrets. It just cannot be. I sigh, heartbroken. Such a waste. I will prepare our final meal together, make all of his favourite dishes, set the table outside, a romantic dinner for two. Candles will alight the patio but cast no glow upon the yard, concealing his final resting place. A heaviness settles upon my shoulders. I had had such high hopes for us. I thought I had finally found my forever. But it is not to be. Turning away from him, Lilly makes her way to the kitchen and begins her list for their one last dinner. |
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