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Depressed

Grand theft auto. I feel like my feelings are being held captive. I watch my wife struggle. It is past annoying. Physically I max out, spiritually and mentally I feel like I am going bankrupt. I need to read 25 pages of something and reading a chapter in the Bible and commenting on it would not be 😔 bad. I set myself up for failure. Look at how much I am making at work and what portion of my life is an exercise. The demon in the exorcism can only be cast out when I greet the oncoming demons with a word from God and reading intellect that says let me think about it. All the way back to Joseph, the dreamer. I want to get along, but who will let me. I let go and let God and in the end I am looking to be church as I let others know they can find and be church with or without me.