Dream World

07-13-01 to 07-15-01

 (This entry was edited by rurouni on 07-17-01 @ 3:30 pm EDT)

Lately i've been having a nightmare about a boy I once knew in Hawaii. Before I can even begin to explain the dreams, I have to explain who the boy is.

His name is Tim. Time had a disease that would eventually kill him. He had already had one kidney transplant, and would eventually need another. Anyway, we became pretty good friends the second year that I lived in Hawaii. We shared a lot of the same common interests, and were just generally good pals. However, my last year of living there, our friendship broke. To be honest, I can't even remember why. But we became bitter towards one another, and at one point..violent. (well, him towards me. I refused to do anything back to him, since he had the disease)...... anyway, now you know.

In the nightmare, I'm with Tim, and he's still very bitter. We were in the same car towards one another, and we had an accident. He dies telling me that he will haunt me to the day that I die a horrible death. The nightmare is a lot more graphic than i'm letting on, and it really troubles me.

Tim, if you ever see this, I am sorry, and if you're up to it, i'd like to try our friendship again! Don't let it end like it did.