It matters becuase?...

What the--?!?!

Looking back at yesterday's entery.. I think I fell outta my chair. What was I thinking? Rather, what was I on?

Another fault I guess I have.. I'm prone to be hyper one day.. totally depressed the next... My thoughts yesterday went from my past, which really got me remembering "the good ol' days" which is quite depressing. And then, they shifted to the present, which looks really great. Somehow, my mind got caught in between and lost its way.

What else is new? My thoughts are always caught between here and there. That's why I'm always so lost.

It's funny how sometimes I can take a step back and see all my faults, decide exactally what I'm going to do to fix them, then go back to being myself. And I screw up all over again.

Story of my life.

I go from comical, to philisophical, back to comical and so forth and feel like I'm switching between two people, two souls, two minds.

Why can't I just keep my mind together?! Around some people, I'm a quet, reserved angel.. and around others, I'm a cynical, twisted bitch!

Dear Goddess, why can't I keep my damn head screwed on straight?!