The history of my love life

The truth about my ex-boyfriend

I met my then boyfriend by his cousin. We went out a few dates. It was so romantic. He was like prince charming. You know, open doors, really concerned about you. Basically a really good guy. Well, what I'm about to share with everyone is that he was married. But I was so stupid to go on with this relationship. Things got very serious between us that I fell so deep in love with him. I didn't care about him being married and of course he had a daughter. What thing I liked about him was that he was really sincere. He was everything I wanted in a guy; gorgeous, muscular, sweet, and etc....Things were going good. He was still married, but they were like separated. I know the relationship was moving too fast when he moved in with me. But thought of sleeping next to him and waking up next to him made me feel wanted, like I was important. During the relationship, I did have doubts of him cheating on me. If he can do it to his wife, what makes you think he won't do that to me. My mind was telling me to leave him, but my heart told me to stay with him. Goes to show that you can't always follow your heart because he cheated on me anyway. Everyone that knew him been telling me to leave him because he is that type to fool around, but I never listened. His own cousin even told me. Love made me blind. Well, he fooled around . You see, the stripper, he fell in love with her, but according to my ex, she didn't want him. I don't know what she wanted because he told me she uses his car, so she must've been using him for something else. He told me that he was heartbroken. Being that I still had love for him, I was real understanding and at the same time laughing at him in my mind for what he did to me. One day, I met up with him at his job, and he told me something that made me laugh even more. The stripper is actually his wife's cousin. I was like, what a loser. I don't know if he is still seeing her, but she told him to
F--- off. You know, he told me that he still wants to be with me, but I don't think it will happen because if he did it to me once, he'll do it again. If anyone who wants to get in a relationship with someone like him, you better think twice. I was so stupid. Go ahead, I deserve it. I heard that he went back to his wife's house. I don't know if that's true or not, but one thing for sure, I'm not saying this to brag or anything like that, he lost something good. When he was with me, I treated him like he was the king. Cook for him, wash his clothes, I basically pampered him. Maybe, he left me because he was used to being used and abused, he must've like his life that way and when I came into his life, I was totally opposite from the girls he ever been with. For all the ladies out there, make sure the man your with is the one. I thought he was the one for me, but my stupidity got to me. I wish I could say that I was thinking with the wrong head. The only head I got was just corrupted by lust.