Fighting the Current

on edge

I feel like dealing with no one right now. I am afraid I'm going to snap at someone who won't forgive.

Tonight is not a good night. So far, I have most of one of my projects done, and have barely started the other. I was feeling distant and detached to begin with. I was stressed to begin with... Then came the police action. Always when I'm doing an intense English project. For at least half an hour I was terrified of where the EMTs were heading. Not yet... Thank God, not yet... They went to a house where the family has had some pretty violent fights with their son before... I think it was the son they were taking in the ambulance... I don't know what happened.

So, frazzled as I already was, I acheived a heightened state of tension. Still trying to calm down completely and focus.

Bed is hours away.

"The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep." - Frost