Life as we know it sucks

An Unfulfilled Promise

Current Mood: I don't know, the overwhelming headache and fatigue has made my mind cloudy

Current Music: dishwasher mmmm...gotta love the classis sounds

It's like Ashlee Simpson says:
My broken heart just has no use
I guess promises are better left unsaid.


EddieDeanOfNYC (10:12:24 PM): if i stopped like you romantically i'd still like you as a friend

A few conversations later:

three piss ants (9:28:47 PM): you're like my best friend, christopher.
three piss ants (9:28:57 PM): and i dont want to lose you
EddieDeanOfNYC (9:29:24 PM): well you won't if i mean that much to you
three piss ants (9:29:31 PM): you really do
three piss ants (9:30:02 PM): im starting to tear up just thinking about it...it would break my heart if you just decided not to talk to me anymore or pull a "matt"
EddieDeanOfNYC (9:30:23 PM): i won't
three piss ants (9:30:30 PM): you sure?
EddieDeanOfNYC (9:30:43 PM): yes i'm sure

Sure, I understand that he hates me, but he promised and he was sure of it and I just wish he could forgive and forget. *sigh*
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"I love you" is only 8 letters . . . then again, so is "bullshit."