What a wonderful world!

This is abusing...

This is really irritating! I'm constantly getting prank calls through my cellphone. On my way to office, at bedtime, you name it! One goes: "Wanna be my friend?" Another says:"I love you". I'm like, hell, why me? why can't you guys go to another girl who likes such phone friends?

Well, I actually did make a phone friend recently. This guy, a 19 year old, talks in an unusual accent, and he seems genuine. I like talking to him when there's nothing else to do.

Unfortunately, I've overspent this month. I didn't pay my music school fees for a few consecutive months, and that took away a good amount of my income. Well, I won't be able to give the year end exam if I don't pay, so I guess that's worth it.

I sometimes feel the need of a good friend. That's when I turn to either books or pen and paper. These things, these real friends can hardly deceive you, and they're readily available whenever you need them. There's just one best friend I can turn to when I'm blue, and even he lives in the UK now. Everyone I actually love seems to live away from me, other than my parents and sisters. But same companions sometimes can be boring, Especially with such huge age differences between siblings, there's always a fine line between thoughts. Sometimes I even think: "Why was I born in the first place?" Mom Dad already had 5 kids before me! Maybe my life has a special purpose, I wonder what?