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Hehe! Two of my roommates, Heather and Shawn, love tequila! Do you do that process, like putting salt on your hand, drinking the tequila, and sucking a lime? It's fascinating! I've never had a shot. I like alcohol that I can sip, taste, and relish - like Mud Slides. Has anyone else had Mud Slides? They're my favorite! (Yeah, out of the, what, 6 kinds of drinks I've had?!)

I kind of want a job now. It's sort of something to do, to keep you from being bored, unmotivated, and yes, broke!

When we went home (from Thursday to Sunday), it still felt like my home - I mean, it'll always be my only home. I don't think I could call any place home except 24151 Pine Reef Road, Point Arena, California! Wait - no, I think I could call Nathan's house my home, too.

But I felt weird, nonetheless, when I was at home. It was like I had cheated on my house by living in Eureka. Being home made me think of when I was 4, 8, in 8th grade, in high school, and I'm not any of those ages anymore. So it's like my house hasn't housed my current life or something, you know? I hate thinking that I could ever call somewhere else home besides my house, but I kind of call 1524 West Avenue my home, though tentatively and with much confusion.

Do you have a room at your parents' house that you stay in when you visit? Do you still have emotional attachments to it? Boy, I sure do...

Love you, gal!!

"I am a seed in the slippery, silent, blind, breathless dark. I have no nose or mouth, ears or eyes to see. Just a skin of satin black and a secret green dream deep inside"