Sex bets, Texas and the unknowns allure

Sex bets, Texas and the allure of the unknown

We've never met you and I, but from the first instant, we clicked. One random email opened a flood of emotions and eager thoughts. You're so far away, but hearing your voice instantly brings you right here next to me. I can feel your touch, your sweet breath hot in my ear. I can sense your nails softly grazing my chest, envision your hips bucking aganst mine.

Thoughts of our first touch, our first kiss, our first orgasms and the moments that follow them dominate my mind in all waking hours, the unforseen potential of marriage, kids and a blissful future together fill my dreams while I sleep. You challenge me with every step I take, you turn me on with every word, you make me think things I've never thought before, you keep me accountable for everything I say, and yet we've never locked eyes, never kissed passionately in the kitchen, never held each other in the throes of passionate love making. It makes me ponder so many things; is this the fulfillment of a fate that I've been thinking didn't exist? Is this a sign, from a god I've failed to believe in? Does absence truly make the heart grow fonder?

I've wondered, to myself and aloud, where we'd be if you lived in Boston. Would I pine for you the way I do now? Would we even be as magnetically attracted as we are today? Would our passion for each other be as animalistic as it stands today? Would our phone conversations filled with passion, sexual tension, and the lustful release of said sexual tension even exist? Would we possibly be just two ships, passing in the sea? Would your physical and corporal touch diminish the effect your cerebral touch has had? Would I be willing to trade the lucid, carnal, almost tangible thoughts I have for you to watch your back arch as you orgasm, glistening with the light sweat of vigorous, passionate sex?

These are questions asked almost rhetorically, since the distance between our separate lives makes them moot. I keep coming back to the fact that I've never been so enthralled with someone before setting eyes on them, let alone touching them. My mind counts down seconds, minutes, hours and days until the dream of being with you comes to fruition. You have consumed my every thought, and I ache to learn you inside and out. I pray that our time together comes swiftly, lasts indefinitely and ends only temporarily.