Dear Me

Dear Me,

Dear oh dear oh dear. Where should I start? A brand new year to make a brand new me and i don't see this year (or this me) being any different than the last. I stopped making New Year's Resolutions years ago. I never kept them and so they only served to depress me. This year I want to change, so my first resolution is to make a list of resolutions. Not general ones like exercise more, but specific and attainable ones like walk for thirty minutes every Monday night at 7pm. I know what you are thinking, that it will never happen and that I will just give up like I always do. Well, I very well may give up, but I'm going to give it a try at least. There is one thing I need to work on before I can do anything else - time management. I have never 'used my time wisely' as my teachers used to say. I at least know my problem, I should, it was written often enough on my report cards. The hours that I am not at work or sleeping seem to disappear on me, so before I think of anything I want to add to my life, I need to find out where the time hole is and plug it. To do this I am going to purchase a daily planner and keep track of how I spend each half hour. You'd be alarmed at how much time I spend zoned out with my brain in idle. Once I am able to keep track of my time, I want to get my internal clock back on track. Not that it has ever been in sync with standard time. I could get so much more done if I was awake at 8am as opposed to 2am. I am not sure how I will accomplish this......