Letting in and Leaving Out..

I let you inside…
Beyond the door, you walked the floors…
You paced my thoughts narrow and wide.
As you walked, you skipped the cracks and leaped over my desires…
In avoidance or neglect, you built castles into empires.
Your dictation seems clear to me…
But I am still at loss, it seems to be.
Faith has me spun, dizzy and faint…
Forced feelings, too busy to be occupied, I am under restraint!

All I know is what I expect to never show;
All I’m brought is the thought of your glow;
All I wished had not yet crisped,
Until the timer resides in my hour;
The sun’s shade of grey will always shower at the rate of sour.

Give the closure of your real exposure!
Tell what gain you intend to lose,
before you leave me at my own, choose.

Falsified by your pretense,
You will never come across my glimpse.
My perception, my correction, my infection;
My beating heart attack!