A girl like you is impossible to find

I dug out some of my old poems that i wrote about a year ago so tell me what you think

Sometimes I think I can't get up
I wish life would simply pass by
I want to rest my head and sleep
But all I can do is write to you and cry

I wish to be a simple memory
Dulled and forgotten with age
A paper picture to be someday lost
An unimportant word on an insignificant page

And then I get the urge to jump
To end everything right there and then
Always teetering on that edge
Forever wandering when

But through the fog and shrouded darkness
Something always keeps me here
Something new and unfamiliar
And my body is shocked with tremors of fear

See, a single person holds me up
Lifts my soul from a deep depression
Spreading violent colours through my vision
Leaving noticeably different impressions

Could I live another day
See the weeks and all the months through
Without you there, my rock
No because I....