My thoughts on my experiences as a paramedic |
From the Outside Looking In : Today I saw a body, from the outside looking in This litmus test for students was ready to begin I did not know his name, nor from which he came My only knowledge being, that science was his game Carefully I held my breath, repulsing to the smell If I allowed humanity, this act, it would be hell So down exploring as I went, the chest, liver, and the lungs All while doing so, not a single hair on my head sprung It seemed I had reduced him to nothing more than parts Until finally I held this man's once beating heart With a sudden gasp, I paused for this sole reason This man could be anyone, but death had picked its season With heart entrusted to my hands, my thoughts began to ponder Envisioning his life, I allowed my mind to wander His strong yet gentle arms, there to soothe a child's cry I am thinking was he like this, why did he have to die? I look at crippled legs, on which he stood for what he believed in The eyes a window to this soul, telling a story of what lay within His soul must have been so strong, to endure all of life's pain Yet even with his death, not looking for glory or for fame Finally I turn to look upon his sorrowed face It told me of a life and death filled with dignity and grace I allowed myself to think of his final thought Perhaps some he wished he had loved, their faults he'd not forgot? I questioned who he was, and what his dreams had been How many had he been denied, how many granted him? As I turn to leave, his image now engrained upon my mind Silently I thank him for his gift, to us it was so kind. |