Home

I am here in a place I've never been before,
having enough yet craving more, more of what of who of where..?
In the spaces where my thoughts bombard my eyes and force tears when I'd rather not cry.. I am still
I take in the silence, the parts that enjoy the quiet are now gone from me..
No place to run and hide now, I open my eyes and wipe the moisture from my cheeks,
i reminde myself to breath, once again I am here in this place with these faces that I cannot understand, their language unknown somehow this is home..
The familiar unfamiliar, I'd cry out but I am afraid who i might call.. even worse that they might come, my super save'm mighty hero, no armor of gold or strength of steel..
Just plain ol' flesh and bone flawed upon flaws imperfected.. perfect for me and my fears and those damn tears that I am battling more or less in quite nights when the silence overcomes.. and tight spaces cramp my mind and my soul...
i am sheltered ever still.. if only by my thoughts those niave thoughts that taste like honey on the tongue, and float like syphonies on the ears... I have no clue as to how I'll wake up from this dream or nightmare how ever you should spin it, but right now i have wings if only on the backs of mighty birds and fierce angels I know not which I perfer..
I am still..
Here again in this place that chokes out good and poisons innocence, like a mighty dagger slashing souls, and this place is home.. ever dark and ever cold I stand alone yet this is HOME!