About my life when I was nine. |
The date was ‘99 The weather was fine And I felt happy as a dancer Then out came my dad He looked so sad And he said, “Syd, its cancer” I jumped with a start Those words stopped my heart And then my mom came outside She looked quite healthy But that tumor was stealthy It sucked out all her pride She went to the doctor But came back with a shocker All of her hair was gone Had the chemo worked? Then my heart jerked Her happy smile was withdrawn We went on home And Dad picked up the phone His face was as sad as could be He looked in dismay As he said “Yes” and “Okay.” He hung up and turned to me “What’s wrong?” I said As he turned his head “Your aunt passed away” Those 4 little words Made themselves heard There was nothing that I could say A personal note by the Author: This note was written on 11/25/08 or so. When I was nine years old, I suffered a great loss. The first death in my family that I was old enough to understand was the death of my great-aunt. She was like a second mother to me, and when always was smiling. The last time I saw her was a few hours before she died, and somehow I knew that the next time I saw her she would be in a coffin. About two and a half weeks ago, my great-uncle, my aunt’s husband, died. He simply stopped breathing. The tears that hadn’t come when my aunt died now flowed down my cheeks, letting out years of pain. The occurrences in these verses didn’t all happen right after each other. There are weeks and even months between these verses. These events were spaced out over the course of one year. |