Letting My Walls Down

Throw me down if you want to

He’ll pick me back up

Ignore me if you want to

He’s got my back

Hate me, I’ve stopped caring

His love for me shadows your hate

Break me when you want to

His strength is unyielding

He wants me to forgive you

For all the lies and promises

you broke

For all the times i was threatened

and left alone

For abandoning me

and expecting me to let my walls down

so you can come in

and change my normal

instead of being there in the first place

I feel hurt

Not sure I can let you in

Not now.

I raised myself and now you want in

I’m too stubborn to let it happen

Sometimes the pain was to much

and i took it out on myself

what was so wrong with me

that you couldn’t love me

the way you love them

Ending it all came into my head

But i pushed it away

Someone changed that

And I owe her, being here means a lot

But only if someone cares enough to change my mind

I was hesitate let her in

But i let my walls down

And I’ve never regretted it, never will

He told her to come to me

I’m glad she did.

I would not be here today if it weren’t for her

I wanted her to know that