I love you mommy and am sorry.

I love you mommy and am sorry.

Why does my mother not care for me
Why do I feel alone in the world.
I don't understand why you care
more about yourself
instead of me .
If you did care for me than
why did you tell people that
you don't care for me,
that you never wished I was born.
I don't understand how can you
gave birth to me than treat me
like I am nothing?
What did I ever do to you 
to deserve this kind of punishment.
I don't understand why drugs
are more important to you than I am.
Please tell me what did I do wrong
and I will fix it, just tell me.
How can you stand there and try
to kill yourself while I am watching? why?
I promise I wont cry any more just
please pick me up and tell me you love me.
Just please pick me up.
Why did you give me away and
to your grandma.
Do you not love me anymore?
Did I do something wrong?
Am sorry mommy for being a bad girl
please forgive me and stop hitting me please mommy.
please mommy don't hurt her.
I promise she will stop, "please little girl don't cry"
No mommy don't hurt her hurt me instead.
I am sorry mommy I was a bad girl am sorry
Please don't hurt me please. 
I promise to be a good girl.
Mommy am hungry, are you going to feed me?
Sorry mommy I should not have asked
please don't hurt me.
No mommy I don't want to go with him.
he hurts me mommy please save me.
I am sorry mommy I was a bad girl
please forgive me and tell me you love me.
Why wont you talk to me with out yelling?
Why wont you hug me and tell me I am safe?
Mommy I don't feel safe, please stop and listen to me.
please mommy.
I am sorry I will be a good girl next time.
I promise I wont cry or scream just
please stop hitting me.
I love you mommy and I am sorry.