finding new love after divorce |
Gift of the Unlatched Door You came to me, not as light peeking through the clouds, not as a ray of hope shooting down from an ominous sky. No, you didn’t come to me that way. You were the light behind a door, once bolted, but with the weight of my loneliness, or yours, leaning. Somehow, we were led to the same door, and when one of us leaned in, the other turned the latch, and the door flew wide open, both of us standing there dumbfounded, bathing in the warmth of something long missed, flooded with emotion of long pent up loss, and not to be trite, but the glow really was magnificent. The mushroom cloud of hope and possibility still welling up inside, nearly brings me to tears when I think how close we came to pushing on the wrong door, to seeking love from those who have none to give. Then I remembered, we’ve pushed at doors unwilling to open, seeking where nothing was offered, And this gift of the unlatched door has been a balm in a decade of ambivalence. Okay, maybe our meeting wasn’t the explosion of light I have imagined it to be, but then, you tell me, how much more brilliant the light, when one’s eyes have grown accustomed to the dark. 12-18-14 SWPoet To those who seek and find, and recognize the gift of the unlatched door. |