Walking Without Laces

Walking without laces makes me feel like I am leaving no traces
Confiscated during intake just in case my mind totally breaks
One lace to short to hang me but two laces tied together all the better
Would definitely end my forever
Pain never stops, tears keep flowing
Why doesn't this pain just get going?
All through the day and all through the night, will my thoughts ever let me see the light?
Another day - Another doubt, will I ever get out?

Judgement day and I am going home, man am I afraid of being alone
I learned to cope and I have hope but I am still thinking about that rope
I want to run - I want to hide because I am dying on the inside
Will I make it? I don't know, all I do know is my life is a fucking shit show