Life Flash

They say your life
flashes
before your eyes,
when you are,
about to die.

Looking back,
I'm not sure,
what I will see,
when the moment,
comes to be.

Will I see all my
triumphs
that caused
me to fly?

Will I see all my
struggles
that now feel like
beating drums?

Will I see,
with blinding sight,
all the little,
things I deemed,
too small to right?

Will I see,
and try to fight,
all the painful,
things I seemed,
to cause in hindsight?

So many things,
I might see.
Is this life,
what I really
want it to be?