When your not meant for this world

I'm not meant for this world. I am a hermit by choice. Mostly because the people I've encountered in my life time more often than not has left a negative impact on my life. I can list on one hand the names of people who have impacted my life in a positive manner.

I can live with the barest of necessities... And I can't help but shake my head when I go to the store and see someone trying to fit a tv into their vehicle that just won't fit cause they want a tv that big... Keeping up with the Joneses has never been my style.

I have been and am what most of you would consider homeless. I live in my vehicle. I have a job it's just I can't pay all the bills required to survive like the "Elite" so to speak. I do not consider myself homeless as I do have a roof over my head even if it is a tent roof in the summer and my vehicle roof in the winter time. A roof is a roof and anyone who looks down on me or cares to pass judgement Congratulations YOUR the reason I'm a hermit. Lol.

In life I've realized Love is fictional. So I've only ever asked for Honesty, Loyalty, and Respect. Yet those three things seem to be a foreign language to the people in this world today.

I don't understand the let's be sheep method that the world has taken to. I also don't understand the entitlement that people feel now a days.

If I were in the world in which I belonged....
The American Dream would still b the American Dream.... But sadly were living in a world of American Greed.
No one cares about anyone but themselves anymore.
No one helps their neighbor just to help
No one checks up just to check up... Unless they want something
No one thinks about how their actions or lack their of effects those around them
Now a day's everyone is out for whatever they can get and they don't care about kicking, stepping on , or running over anyone else to get there.

If I were in the world I belonged
A handshake would actually mean something,
People would work together instead of against one another
Families would be families not broken homes.
Jobs would be efficient to support your family.
Companies wouldn't take advantage of their customers or employees.
The truth would be everyone's go to. ( Seriously it's the best way... Lies cause too much drama and when u get caught which u always will it's 100× worse)
People give back the effort they receive.


A world that has never and will never exist.... Yet it's
The world I was built for.