Letting go and moving on

I've never felt like this before,
Afraid to face that open door,
What is it there on the other side,
That makes me feel as if my hands are tied,
How did it go, to lose it all,
In just a blink of an eye,
Why is it that I took that fall,
Instead of letting out a cry,
I'm just so tired of being strong,
Let someone else do it for me,
No matter how or even why, it still will end up wrong.