Suffering, Who's to Blame?

Suffering, Who's to Blame?

         People often ask me where is God in this world, and why does he/she allow so much suffering? They then say to me that with all this suffering there can't be a God. Why would a loving God allow this to happen to us. Is God blind, and why don't God do something to stop this?

         We were giving free choice here, to choose whatever coarse of action we wanted to create for ourselves. So I say to that question, why do you? Giving a full range of thoughts, and talents. We are allowed to decide what is what. Giving the chance to see what we would chose if giving a chance. Would we chose a life of love, harmony, and cooperation tendencies for the good of all? Or would we chose separation, fear, hatred to others by harming others to get what you think you want from them, even to the extent of killing them? Even a hodgepodge of it all.

         You can maybe understand the chaos of all them individual choice's, and what your world is showing you. In truth we have more in common then you think. We are in a sense a collective of God. More on that later.

         Light and dark are in a dance here. Could you imagine what would happen if dark got a little more gray? Light got more acceptance of the dark. Because even light has a lesson to be learned in life. No matter how strong your light is, unless you help people at least get to gray, there will be no peace. Eons long troubles keep resurfacing.

         Light and dark were made as an easy metaphor to try to explain a high and low conscientiousness to a low conscious society in the days of Jesus. You see a low consciousness person don't know they are because they can't see or know higher. Not until a inspiration (light) shows them a way to find it. A inner knowing that there is more. When you finally ask to yourself "God is there more? If there is, show me?

         For now let's start here. What makes someone light or dark? Culture, family, race and the way you were brought up? Religion? What would you be if you were born into another race, culture, family or religious background? Wouldn’t that totally influence who you are today?

         So I ask if you were holding the light the best you could right now as/or if you are, if grown up differently, would you even recognize yourself? Are you sure? Would you hate yourself because of that? A different race, a enemy of your fathers right now?

         Well, people don't you see that where we are at now! We are all the same, brought up in different races, societies, religions, cultures, by different parents. In the core we are all the same person. God inside. For that’s where God resides. Inside each and everyone of us. In every cell of our body. Also in all of nature. Our conciseness as a whole influences the Earth what happens in nature. When we send darkness into natures light, it will fight back! Just like you would. Yes the Earth is of higher consciousness then us at this point. Mother Earth is our partner here to help bring us out of darkness.

         We are all one. The Kingdom of God starts within, said the master Jesus the Christ. If anyone was listening.That’s what’s meant by that. In a harmonic state we are in paradise. Everything works perfectly.

         Just reach out to someone else without judgement. Find your common core. With love and respect for each other’s faults we become the greatest expression of love we can make. If we see only the faults in each other, it will be hell on earth. I believe there was a sacred book written all about this called the bible. No one has time to read anymore, but if they could read just this, they may have a clue.

          Love one another, find common ground before you destroy yourself. Sound familiar? Even if you think you hold the light, do you? In who’s perspective? Yours? Now you have just become a judgmental God. You will end up being judged by your thoughts. Not a God in the sky, but by the God you are inside.

         Darkness made it harder for you to see. Gospels were cut from the bible teaching this. Even some of the messages from the master himself. Why? So you would you fall into a place where you thought you were worthless and needed a source other then yourself. You were told that by mostly all your spiritual leaders. Not that most of them even realized they were doing that. Most did the best they could being taught by others who may have know better, or not.

         What power was there in teaching that for them? How else could they make you dependent on them as a intermediator. Then collect your money if you knew you already had God inside, and could create the life you wanted without them. Prayer in action. Wouldn't you want the best for yourself, and others knowing this? That as a collective we are God.

         The Golden rule makes perfect sense with that knowledge. Not because some one told you, but because of who we are. God broke himself/herself into infinite pieces creating the physical universes, and our world, while keeping him/her whole at the same time. God being a part of everything that is known, and everything that isn't known.

         In truth the only salvation you need comes from inside. Again as the master thought us! Now you know where forgiveness, patience, and other virtues comes from. Grace is granted to others. You can’t earn or get grace for yourself. It’s a gift, given, from God. So "you God" can only give it to others. As a loving gesture to all. You can't receive grace less someone else grants that to you.That's what gifts the light has for you as you rise in your own resurrection toward light. You shine forth on others with compassion and love. Real prosperity and wealth comes from lifting up and helping others.

         The darkness comes from not knowing this and selfishness. Never realizing they can not never truly get what they need, because it doesn't come from the outside at all. Some think they need to hold everything to themselves, to become rich by this world standards.

         Not many condemn the dead, because they know that will condemn them with the same judgement. So vengeance is from God. Us! All the stories have been written to learn from. I write them too, I also write about a future in a more harmonious way. That’s the dream.

         So remember we are spirit, having a human experience. We can't truly die as spirit, as the master taught us. He who believe my words will never die. I will dwell with them inside their own heart for eternity. Then when asked by the the apostles to show them the father. Jesus replied "If you seen me, you have seen the father. Again stating he Kingdom Of God is from within." Stating at another time the kingdom of heaven starts from within. Always telling them the path comes from within.

         Praying to a outside God force will not work well, because it's your belief in yourself that makes it happen. I believe you were told that too! Again by the master himself.

         Thomas the doubter, my name sake. told by the stories. He wouldn't believe until he could stick he fingers in the wounds. I doubt he actually needed to, but maybe. He wrote a Gospel also that wasn't included in the Bible, it is more like what I have told you now, and that's why. It didn't fit Emperor Constantine's new christian religion promoting the messenger, but not the message itself.

         Mary Magdalene, that became the bibles whore, was the disciple that Jesus loved. Mentioned twice as that. She knew him better then the apostles did. Read into that what you will. She started the first church after Jesus left, and was the leader of that church. A women as a spiritual leader in that time became condemned for that. Hence the whore. Men's only club.

         The other gospels and other scriptures where destroyed as they could find them. The dead sea scrolls may be the last reminiscences of them, or what was still left. Did you know Mary had a gospel too? Scraps burnt in a fire, that someone risked their life to remove while still burning. Is there a copy that survived of any of them? If so, they are put away in a safe in the Vatican where they will never see the light of day. They never understood that we still needed teachers of the truth. But they might have to give up some power to do that, and usher in a new age, meant for 2000 years ago.

         By the time Jesus left they all knew, "God's/Jesus's Apostles" that God was inside, and that's what they taught. They were all killed for them thoughts. Jesus just was just the first.

         So why does God allow suffering int the World? You might have now a glimmer of light flickering inside and know the answer in your heart and soul now. If not? Maybe you will in your next lifetime here. That will be just be another opportunity for me to tell you about it all again.

Thomas Seeker