Pain

letting out my pain

This pain
will remain
inside my mind
As I'am
confined
with in this shell
That is where I dwell
In this hell
called my life
As I lay in bed
And dreaming that I'm dead
As I have this demon that I have to bid
However the demon is inside of me
Can't you see
That I'm that demon
That monster inside
of my body and soul
As it has complete control
As I can no longer hide
My disguise
As I can write about
the anguish and pain
That is draining
me and my vitality will I remain sane in this life
Am I the one who decides my faith
Which I hate
For all living mortals
That do me wrong
That long
to be good but there hearts
are tarnished
with hatefull actions