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You often made me jealous You didnt even try It didnt take much effort But another girl in sight I tried to make you jealous I tried in many ways Just wanted you to care for me Enough to feel betrayed You're leaving now in just a month Novembers creeping up Inevitable it lurks But you're speeding it up November's not early enough So why not leave me now If that is all that's coming for us No use waiting it out It isn't fucking fair I still had some time You took away this month from me Our last month was still mine I still had a list Of things for us to do But developing this bond we have Is useless, cruel too I see where you are coming from I do know what you mean But this was supposed to be steady And you're already nowhere to be seen We talked but then you lied to me You said it would be slow And when I'm still at the start you're already letting go Please just wait for me A little while longer I am still not ready yet For us to sink down under I know what it will be like We will both be okay I will find a new light When you are far away But hearing your name will always sting Our song will still be ruined My heart it will still yearn for you Silently, but fluent Our photos are in the closet now Ready with the rest To be buried, at least for now Or forever put to rest It hurts me to not know If you will be back for me at all If you will find me after all those months Will i even get a call I guess that only time can tell And being honest with myself at last: I hoped for just another month But wanted all the rest |