How do I trust someone who broke me once

I can count the days
Since you packed up and left
It brings me back to long ago
When you said we were meant

I see you everyday
And I know you blame me,
Yeah I blame me too

You want to make it right
Go back to the way it was
You see, I could try to fight
But how do you trust someone who broke you once?

Just like seasons change
from April to May
So do feelings I guess
Just like yours are gone
Mine stay the same
Crying away the pain
I tell myself im fine

You try to talk to me
Saying I ignore you
Those are lies you tell yourself
To cope with the past

I do the same too
I try to paint you in bad light
My min d wants to hate you
while my heart loves the person you were

Just like seasons change
from April to May
So do feelings I guess
Just like yours are gone
Mine stay the same
Crying away the pain
I tell myself im fine

I don't know what I want
I don't know how to end
A relationship so broken that
Both of us want to make amends

This is my story
About a love done wrong
I want to make it right,
But how do I trust someone who broke me once?