wrote this when i was up late one night all angry and sad and confused |
Hey I hope you like being alone!! I hope you enjoy the feeling of being left out in the cold And when that day comes… I’ll watch crawl and cry and plead and beg Feel that. It’s called pain. Do you remember what you said When you said “I don’t want you in my life” No?! Well bitch I don’t forget! You got what you wanted At the end of the day Why would someone like you Want someone like me As a friend, anyway? But now where did all your friends go? You push them too far away?? People won’t wait forever for you So deal now with all your mistakes It's funny. Here we are again Only now I’m in control If I was true to myself I’d leave you here to die alone But I believe “do onto others…” Something you never did All those times I promised I’d be there for you Like you ever gave a shit!! We were young-just out of high school And I wanted you to like me so much I loved to see you smile I wanted to say I love- Wait just a second That’s not the way it goes I DID say I love you You just didn’t want to know I remember the day. It keeps replaying in my mind If it was death or my friendship You’d sooner choose to die Well look at you now Do you have any regrets?? Have you learned anything? Have you grown up yet? Do you respect others’ feelings?? What about yourself? Thoughts are racing now I could have you anyway I want Make you act out all the actions I could never act upon But as I look at you and your tears start to fall I realize that I really do love you Always have always will My feelings for you haven’t changed In spite of everything in the past I can’t hurt you even if I could Or should? No I could never do that I’m going to give you another chance I want to see where this takes us Of you that’s all I ask… |