Loved once heartbroken twice

I have a friend whom I love very dear,
but my heart is cold and filled with fear,
will my love for her keep hurting me so,
or will I finally let feelings go,
she told me she loved me but I didn't know what to say, she told me she loved in such a special way,
it made my soul feel as if it floated away,
into the clouds higher than high,
my feelings for her grew as the time went by,
my heart thought I had loved again, but my soul didn't have time to mend, my sorrow is as dark as night, all of a sudden my feelings seemed so right,
I finally told her I loved her but when I did,
her heart belonged to someone else and my love shut tight with a lid,her heart got broke and my love was again free, my soul was floating again and filled with glee,her eyes were as beautiful and sweet as a dove, and as bright as the sun that gleams from above,I thought I could love her as if it was meant to be, even if it meant someday I would be down on one knee,but alas, I loved once and will till the end, my heart was broken twice but never again.