your voice makes me cringe

this poem was inspired by a boy. he means so much to me and that will never change.

my beautiful sky is devoured by flames of love and severe hate- scream directly in my ears so i can feel exactly what your soul is made of- tear my brain apart into little pieces and glue them back together to create a being you need- ugly up high and you're no where to be found- all i can dream about is the night sky and an embrace from you that is equivalent to a sick hoax- i'm so dead now my eyes are bleeding and your voice make me nautious, but i swear i'm calm- follow me to the end of the universe and dance with my heart- tell me things that make me feel- carry on without her- your interior is obscure and ignoble- you make me clingly and insecure and does it make you shake and lose control at all? i'm falling.