Why Aren't You Enough?

                                                                                                  6-5-07



I sit in this room in the dark, alone
There is no comfort here
I can't reach out to anyone
Cause I know they'll reject me

All I want, all I desire
Are a few kind words and a prayer
I've never had anyone to lean on
And that's all I need

Jesus, why aren't You enough?
I've seen the way You look at me
I've seen the love in Your eyes
You're the only one who's ever looked at me that way
So why can't I let this go?
What's wrong with me?
Why am I still so desperately lonely?
Why do I so badly need to feel someone's arms around me
When You're standing right here?

Everyone else plays with my emotions
They let me love and then they let me fall
They just throw me away

So why do I so desperately search for love
Where there is none to be found?
If I know where to look
Then why am I still so cold inside?

When will I learn to raise my head
And see the love You give so freely to me?
When will I let this go?

Jesus, why aren't You enough?
I've seen the way You look at me
I've seen the love in Your eyes
You're the only one who's ever looked at me that way
So why can't I let this go?
What's wrong with me?
Why am I still so desperately lonely?
Why do I so badly need to feel someone's arms around me
When You're standing right here?