Damn, I Hate You!

You've branded me,
Left your mark upon me,
And now every time I dig into my heart
I find you.
Every time I think I've gotten rid of you,
There you are again.

You've left me
Questioning myself,
You have left me
Hurt and confused.

You left me.

But you're still there.

I wish I never loved you.
I wish you never told me that
You loved me.

How could you sit there,
How could you look so
Deep into my eyes
And tell me such lies?!

"I know this sounds weird,
Because we really just met,
But I think I love you.
No,
I know I love you."

I hate you.
Do you hear me?!
I hate you, you stupid bastard!

I don't know how to love anymore!
Your memory won't leave me.
It's like cancer,
Sucking all the life out from me.

You know,
It hurts me to even think your name,
And when I say it,
I sometimes cry.

Get out of my head!
Let go of my heart!

I wish you knew how much pain you still cause me.
I hope you're happy out there in
Ohio.

You see this?
Even now,
I just can't stop thinking of you!

If only you knew,
That, at one point,
I would have dropped everything,
Everything,
To have been with you.
But you didn't know that.

And you never will.