over time

Formed by the hands of time and by the grace of God
You cleared my eye sight even when i couldn't see through the fog
You showed me how to love everyone and how to carry myself
Before i met you i didn't even wear a belt
I tried to be so thuggish and after meeting you i found out that wasn't the right thing
I just want to thank you so much for everything you've done for me thus far
And you know i'll always love you no matter where you are
Keep your head up trice and continue to push me as hard as you can
Because i want to be your future husband
I know you're perfect for me and i want to be the person who makes you happy
I think i'm the most dedicated person on earth and you have my full commitment
I'll do anything for you and thats prophacy will come to be a fullfillment
I promise i won't let you go without and fight and that i will try my best to make everything alright
The tougher things get for me the harder i work to make to restore the balance
I want to make sure that our children grow up in one of the biggest palaces
You won't have to worry about a thing
No manual labour or anything as long as you keep that thing
This time i want to show the world that i can actually do something positive instead of always being negative
yeah i've had my share of bad comments and for that i apologize
And i've also had some negative thoughts about things that lie between those thighs
But never mind that because the only thing important to me is your mind and heart
Thats what really has me hiptnotized
You have such a big influence on me even the thought of losing you makes me want to cry
Stay with me trice and we can make this thing work
For better or for worst you always find Goodness whereever darkness lerks
Love me with all your heart and trust me like i did with you from the start
And remember i love you babygirl and everything that came into the light started in the dark....



Dear mama(to my girlfriends mother)

Dear mama....
I appreciate what you did for me
You had a perfect daughter unconditionally
I hope you let me in so you can see
Just how a gentle of  a person like me can be.
I love your daughter and i know that she loves me
I love you also just as easily
I know its hard raising kids believe me i know how it is
I had to raise my siblings as my own little 6 kids
My mama and dad are seperated and they don't even speak
My grandma and mama fight and fuss over the smallest of fleets
But anyways i wanted to tell you that i understand what you're doing
I know you gotta protect your kids from the unknowning
I'm not out to hurt her or out for no sex
I just want to love her and spend time wit her and that's all i'll get
Please believe me i promise you that i won't never forget
There are no words that can explain what i feel
I'll always stay true and keep on being real
Just always stay committed
We all know you have the skills when it comes to working in the kitchen
Trice can't really cook but ima leave it at that
They all need you just as your car needs that battery pack
I just hope you ease up a little and just let me show you
Just how much love i got for her and for you
From all the things that follow me i been through so much..
I went to church today and prayed that i get another touch
Though i'm a bit older than her you can tell that i'm not the type of person to go out and hurt your daught or do anything i'm not suspose to.
She is ahead mentally years beyond her years
She acts more grown up than ALL OF HER PEERS
They don't know how to act and half of them want the same thing the other boys want
But i'm not like that and you can tell thats a fact
Please give me some lead way and i'm a very religious person
If you give me some time to be with her with your permission i'll put my right hand on the bible and swear that i won't let nothing bad happen to her



Being Drug free is all that i can be

Do using drugs bring you the happiness you need and long for?
Or do drugs bring you that sorrow and hatred that you were prolonged for?
I lived in a city filled with different people and different things
Half the people i talk to on the streets are dope fiends
They try to get me to smoke, drink and get high with them
But i disregard the inquiry and dissmiss them into the mist
Drugs messed up my friends brain and another one was gunned down
One crack head was gunned down on the north side of town
On the westside of my street
Where him and his Spirit will meets
If it wasn't for the drugs he would have still been on the street
Being drug free is a good thing don't let people change your mind
They just trying to get you to do the same because they don't have their own mind
They'll manipulate you as long as you let them so be careful
Because if you don't your parents could get a head full
Of stress because you could die from the drug game not many people live
Most of them are left for dead with their body dumped ontop the hill
If you keep your mind positive and keeping working on your job
You won't get mixed up in the death or somebodying pulling your card
Being drug free might not be for everybody but it is for me
Thats why being drug free is really all i can be.