music makes life ecstacy

As it starts its just the gentle persuation of your mind i can feel your  mood it starts to surround my body in this sort of euphoria i cant quit describe numbing every note is numbing in the most beautiful tragic way and the only way to describe it is to feel it so i let go a liitle more and listen to your voice and its like extacy when i can feel your words in my mouth. those words are the shoes on my feet and the passion in my eyes those words are all ive got now.  It never has to stop and i know that my life can be this beautiful and all i have to do is let the meaning slip through my weak broken fingers. oh how i yearn for this blinding numbing passion to sedate me how i yearn for your seductive gentle touch dont leave me . you always do. it always ends .  when u leave the emptieness becomes my insides once more and your love is like a faint memory in my  beautiful  spontanious meaningless existance. you are my motivation ,my pretty percoset.  but then i remember how abondantly together i am. this is life, this confusion, this dismemberment, this agonising pain,  this is all part of your beauty. its impossible to forget i am not alone when love is everywhere and its all for me always acessable how wonderful life can be when i want it to be . i know you every day and your hold still feels so safe and right. this contentness is all ive wanted. im walking now and i am soaked in your wonder my hair is dripping wet with your laugh im invincable now .when i am part of you i am beautiful and euphoric and i wont feel your pain anymore.  i will not wear your guilt and pull your deafening weight.  i am free in a world with endless possiblities and without taking a chance i cud never know  with out feeling the absolute agony of dying this passion i have for you wud not exsist. i cud kiss my pain if it were so possible i cud inhale it all and drink in the black of your eyes if it so meant one piece of the heaven under those tears