Spiritual poems by Duvid Boanerges

I’ve heard it said as darkness looms
Fears are the killer of mind
I steady myself by melodic tunes
Deep within, LIGHT do I find…

For LOVE is the POWER and CHAMPION!
A Dove and a Flower and Stanchion…
Breathing in fragrance pleasing, lighting my candle, my lamp…
Breezes buffet me while underfoot serpent I stamp!

Duality comes forth, Principle of Gender!
Reality’s Source and invincible Lender…
HIS Bride and Consort, THEIR Sun and Sender
By faith THEIR TRUTH the eternal Mender…

When we struggle…our strength…
Be tested….potential evolved…
If we stumble at length…
Still our problems are solved

For there’s mercy abundant
Within all of our souls
By THEIR Power triumphant!
If LOVE and TRUTH we have chose…

So be happy, be grateful
Yes look at the skies
Be chosen, be fateful…
Relax…close your eyes…

‘Tis in our hearts…all the answers are written inside…
We’re all part, like as lancers…they’re smitten-disguised…

Illusions enamored…away they fade…
Mentally clamored…a fray in the shade…
Our cleansing Love-Light shall be obeyed!
We rise above ruling all things that are made.
For it’s only the darkness that is afraid!!!

Written by channel of Duvid Ben Boanerges
Aka: Darrin Ben Director Copyright Pending All rights reserved.



2:34 PM 11/18/2001 Hello sweet stranger
Can you love a man uniquely
Does it raise a sense of danger
To keep it real and honest deeply

Do you want to be my Goddess
Set my heart completely free
True,though not spawned of that's which modest
Yet together bound we're free

The void is Goddess shapen'
Only she can my hearts' lust fulfill
A virgin offered & taken
Desire so strong you could never kill

A world explored of sojourners so sensual
She's worth waiting for,she's rare
Anticipating now the expectation eventual
At her feet my soul laid bare

The yin to my yang,she makes my heart go bang
Never knew it could feel so good
True love,pure & free my soul mate in the balance hang
Yes we should dare and we could...

Sexual psyche travelling spirit
Open minded too and really cares
Her fragrance lingers though I'm not near it
She seems unreal but she is she swears...

When,how,where oh so empty inside
Her prensence perceived yet so far away
Will effort put forth reap plenty derived
Embers stoked brings forth flames kept at bay...



2001?
In bonds and sequestered discomforted state festered stuck inside this skin
Life student quite learned experienced battle skirmish... yet desire to rebegin... Realistic veiw of the future past damage to suture... no more to lose-must win
Picture perfect seclusion or is it just a delusion... regardless held high the chin
And refuse to despare authoritive quest of dare... despite the pain and grin
Somewhat the pretender and spiritual defender... it's who I am and where I've been............................


1:30 PM 4/26/2001
Beleif was vacated was still in the gloom though tryin' not to fade
Much strife debated an intricate loom subdued and afraid
Yet again elated then blossom and bloom unrefined jeweled jade
May seem ill-fated but still able to evade the torturous room



Restless yet tired
Feeling calm yet wired
Elemental contradiction
Identity equinox
Extra sensory paradox
Developmental extradiction
To intention contrary
Well traversed and quite wary
Subsequential partition
Tis' not an illusion
Puppetiers' collusion
Catalist' choice to attrition
Thus sure to elude
Pretentious attitude
To rise above all affliction FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1:43 PM 4/26/2001



Wear your false smile or they'll think you're mean
Just for a little while even if it feels unclean
go crazy dream your insane dream
it seems hazy ya know you've got to cream

Stay away from flirtations it's all a conspiracy trap
it all leads to aggravations so cut the flirtatious rap

Lusting urges unfulfilled fantasies sexual splurges it's all such a falsity
Rebellion to the rich hatred of power eat cunt of a bitch to climb your tower

shovel shit they don't care
life's an agony pit try and get there
DON'T QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1:57 AM 4/26/1984 at 18 years of age written by one known as Duvid Boanerges



2001?2002?
Feeling empty inside
All used up and dried out
Much ebbed the tide
Growing weary the route

Deep down my soul greaving
Lack conviction to weave
Unconvinced to believing
In a man tampered creed

Claiming inspiration from above
Showing no mercy to those they judge
Absolute aliens to true pure love
Epitomizing all that only bares grudge

My GOD is called love
Not of guilt and shame
Lest it's granted from above
They can't hold me to blame

6:58 PM 4/28/2001
Befriending foes
Fighting my friends
The enemies I chose
Could be blessings GOD sends

What is it I'm fighting
Why all the anger
Past perils so frightening
Running headlong into danger

I must stop and stand still
For I've come to the brink
Must give over my will
And let GOD for me think

For there exists an enemy to fight
If in my heart CHRIST is seated
And by the POWER of GOD's MIGHT
he shall be defeated

In fact it's already been past
Truth written in our flesh
Satan knows he won't last
Rise to the call,meet your quest.........


6:51 AM 1/9/2002
Most precious gift which GOD has given
Placed in jeopardy for Satan's tease
Was placed at risk for wanton liven'
Awakening hunger no man could ever appease

When void's voice yearned a tormented calling
For the chill of a whisper denying life's giver
Torn away by the tide a sensation of falling
Denial so powerful it's called a river

Deceitful rapids splashed oblivious spray
Current of regret to drown all sorrows
Tides of the past stealing today
So there'll be no more tomorrows

Roaring falls up ahead against current must row
Stregnth sapped of all power to defeat admitting
In the grip of despare jagged boulders below
Seeking Power from elsewhere and humbly submitting

Violent waves thrown overboard upon a rock shored
Peaking out thru the mist is a rock here and there
An extraction of self and nothing else to afford
One step at a time and taking great care

First one seems slippery becoming afraid
Next one's afar just out of reach
Losing faith and feeling betrayed
Then appears a hand yes a guide to the beach

Hoping to arrive to take some rest
Weary of wandering this insufferable quest
Guide says be at peace just do your best
For it's not the arrival in which we're blessed


10:07 PM 8/14/2008
A Poem out of my gratitude to YOU my dear GOD and GODDESS.

Working through the nights these days affords much time for contemplation
Faith, Hope, & Love has cleared the haze
Making sense of the exploration
Claircognizant clarity 'round corners o' the maze

Gift of the ALL through Beings of sublimation
Been here before,
So much more than a phase
Evolving in the All of Creation

This time around won't be the same
For there's an age old, yet brand new Destination
TRUTH undiluted, LOVE undefiled stakes the Claim
And by LAW reachs Manifestation

Finally free from lies, guilt, & shame
Uplifting POWER for purpose potential magnification
In THEIR Image created not to be lame
This Life is the fire of purification

Tides stirring inside Arch Angels confide
Winds of change are here & THEY're blowing
Free will is the course to stay plugged into the SOURCE
Giving glory to GODs oh so glowing

As a heavenly heir
There's plenty to share
It's time to get up and get going
It's not in Death that it's ended
No Master ascended
Ever gave up, just kept flowing...



12:01 AM 8/17/2008
Loving the air & The Lady so fair
Is a GOD-sent grand solution
For She gave us Her SUN & With that you can run
It's our CREATOR's convolution
Many men have conceded
While others have pleaded Yet stubborn the institution

The Great Woman so wise
Power mongers despise
Spilling blood in unjust execution
From the very beginning
They blamed Her for sinning
Taking Satan's role to accuse
Bringing under subjugations
Greatest of all conflagrations
Entire world did they confuse

How claimed Her forbidden
Yet she could not be hidden
If you look you will see Her clues
And now they're afraid
For they know they betrayed
The Great Grand LOVE that rules

Flowing energy arcing Arch Angels are sparking
Now's the time to open your mind
Discerning the signs Again!
These days are the times! We've an etheric tower to climb
For The GODDESS entrusted
The Faith Seed of Mustard
Holy Spirit Spark and Breath of all Life combined
Oh yeah, they'll call us witchy
Their conscience so itchy
'Cause they burned us and any book they could find

Yet we know trust is the token
For GOD's Voice has Spoken
Loving Angels rejoice and fly
Nature spirits and faeries sing
For being under Her wing
For the TRUTH shall be told is the cry

Now the demons are bound
By TRUE POWER profound
For LOVE cannot tell a lie
So raise up what you're feeling
As before HIS feet kneeling
oh relief! Is Her comfort soul sigh......


1:27 AM 8/19/2008
When I was lost and much younger
Feeling weak, alone, and afraid
Unloved, hurting, empty...oh the hunger
Began the path of this sage
1st came the Rabbi; typical Pharisee
The Sabbath, 10 commands, & keep kosher
Were his whole destiney
While secret scrolls & sweet wine kept under lock & key
Tender age about 9,
A banquet at the Shul
Climbed the tower serpentine like a lil' young fool...
Breeched the Holy of Holies & tasted the wine
Nothing ever tasted sweeter, below heard a chime
Closed the Curtain, jumping up all red in the face
Came the Rabbi a screaming, "get out of this place!"

Flash forward 5 years like a dream or a nightmare
Learned escape through realities alternative
Was it Fate? Had HE chosen this child to swear?
Gospel Preacher stuck his nose in; gave me the fear so affirmative
I said it never felt right & went off on a tangent
Every law I did fight
Even in the houses of punitive
Oh GOD what a sight
There was Islam & 5%'s full of hatred and anger
A Catholic Preist teaching Arabic
A place full of danger
He said, " my dear son all religions are good"...
But my pentacostal group leader said, " Don't knock on wood"...
Caught up in a whirl-wind; a horrific twister
Came the time to break free & they were calling me mister...
Plugged back into the Church with a leap and a lurch
But my conscience did blister
Until it just burst
saw the pretty girls singing how they did love the LORD
I said, "hey there sweet sister..." She Said, "dude you can't me afford..."

But I just kept trying, believing their healings miraculous,
laid upon by their hands, and so I wanted to serve...
"But dude you're not immaculate..."
Preacher threw me a curve
Ah then so damn angry
Perhaps go worship the devil
There were Wiccans & Pagans & everything inbetween
Some boasting witches and warlocks...
Oh the things that I've seen

But I've come through it alright along with Jesus and Mary
I fought the good fight
Sometimes a bit scary
The Magi were 3 & now together above
All my Sisters & Brothers They do walk in LOVE
I know you're all out there True Workers Divine
Can You feel My Vibration?
Can You give Me a Rhyme?

If you been where I been then you know what I'm saying...
Just keep your grin, ya might win
'Cause we know we are'nt playing...
Hold up your chin it's not sin when your faith's a bit swaying...
Heart of flesh, not of tin; Though growth can be delaying...

Yes life can be dark and/or it can be sunny
Some of you sharks just might think it's funny
Me being off on a lark may to you seem punny
As for you phony chord harps...Hark!
You can't have my money!!!


12:35 AM 8/22/2008
How loved SHE is by light filled souls
Though by English lords, ancient priests and some patriarchs alike
Lacking equilibrium imposing monotheistic eclipse
How fair SHE is, though might willed SHE consoles
Yet still bequeathed the hidden form
HER Consorts tarnished by monger's fists
How kind SHE is, SHE won't impose
HER symbolic CHARACTER rains throughout the storm
HER TRUTH reveiled, our soul's been kissed

With vision beyond mere surface sight
Cries HER symbolic reality pentrating beneith the surface
Men's sins frolic fraility demonstrating no cares for Nature or HER Purpose
HER FATHER, HUSBAND, SON foretold
Seek ye first THEIR Kingdom's fold
Heart's void shaped peculiar mold
Temptation's temporal fills are sold
Treasures, pleasures, measures bold
When we should have put THEM first

Greater LOVE have none, that lay down Life
At HER feet bowed down to save the Earth
From power monger's greed & endless strife
Pure LOVE, Light, & Liberty is their true thirst
DIVINE Schism healed soon true and rife
To save us all and redeem the cursed
Laying down exposed breastbone to knife
Upon that alter from HER womb burst
Eternal TRUTH hidden behind all manmade creeds
Crowned Queen Mistress Who did Ascend
To CONSTANT ALL from which all life feeds
How could any man ever comprehend
There's an ULTIMATE TRUTH and an ultimate lie
Yet only the halves here now to meet our needs

So take up your swords, climb your citadel
Turn a blind eye ya' might as well...
But never forget ya' had the chance
To reverse your roles to a different dance
To walk in LOVE and drop the lance
For WISDOM calls, can you hear the SOUND
SHE wants to make you blessed
Laboring travails have earned HER Crown
How many ever even guessed???



3:45 AM 8/26/2008
Always meaning well & good intentions
To walk in love to avoid the adverse
Not always enough for their sneaky inventions
For theives seek to take upon theirselves the curse

Mob Mentality always comes to naught
Each individual fails the calling unique
Wholesale slaughter that's karmic bought
Smiling falsely and talking so cheek

Still we plant HER seeds
In the hope they'll avoid
The returning false creeds
Hurling them into the void

For SHE's stamped out the menace once & for all
Above them we rise upon HER coattails
They can fullfill penance or they can again fall
Nevertheless HER LOVE never fails

If they fail to accept HER, rejecting HER LOVE
Stampeding crowd, a mocking and cheering
Remembered pain of the innocents & all their spilt blood
Shall be on all their heads upon the Great Clearing

Many times & yet again they have been told
Oh when will they listen, please soften your hearts before it's too late
It's not for the taking, by the stregnth of the bold
It's by LOVE's Creation , yet free choice is our fate

Our candles are burning
Our hearts opened to WISDOM
We came back for this yearning
We've let go and forgiven

On this journey of learning
Chaff falls forever away as the price of their spurning
Forgetting them now; forever, they're gone
Perhaps a few of them risen by LOVE redeemed
We're abundantly manifesting we've won
We're triumphantly realizing all our best dreams



12:22 AM 8/28/2008
As His predestined presence did appear
Privileged few yet uncertain
Though vacant and empty behind their curtain
Wisdom kept calling ,only few did hear
One Pharasee so wise Made a compromise
Though even to him yet unclear
Named High Priest Before the feast
Moved by Divine Providence that year
Leader of the Pharisees
Yet no Kingdom Keys
Certainly by no means a seer...

Adepts so enlightened
Yet so human, still frightened
Only their Master overcame HIS fear
For SHE blessed HIM in LOVE
Upon HIS head HER white dove
Harbinger witnessed full of cheer
First he was beheaded
'Cause the puppet's queen said it
Elijah's Incarnation HIS Peer

When HE was lifted up
Shown sign for corrupt
Their filthy rag curtain did tear
Beholden from afar LADY's Maidens so fair
Hearts heavy laiden, souls laid bare
Their eyes full of tears
As they cast lots for HIS garments
Those feared Roman varments
HIS Mother stood close and near
As did HIS Disciple and Brother;
HE said, "Behold here's thy Mother"
Then in HIS side went the spear

Afterward were many more signs
As HIS seeds grew more vines
Also the leaven was there...
Among the vines like the little fox
Their heart's soil like rocks
Illusion of power their only care
Befriending Constantine Wolves in sheeps clothing
Holding up the half truths not to share
For those who truly learned
Danger every which way they turned
Precious few scrolls stashed under lair
Yet despite evil men's best efforts
SHE still had HER Consorts
They were those who were brave and would dare
Now 'tis the generation Of HER huge revelation
Won't much longer seem strange or rare
No longer need to be a sleuth
For this most profound TRUTH
SHE has come to answer our prayer...


8/31/08-9/1/08 --------------------------------------------
_____Alchemic Destiney Divine______
Did we all come here to this place?
Is it true we freely made the choice?
Could it be our TRUTH is stranger than fiction?
Why would we risk complete dis-grace?
Could we collectively raise our voice?
Consciousness combined to escape affliction!
Did we ever see THEM FACE to face?
Did we choose descent by heavenly hoist?
Such Great Grand radiant dilection!!!
Shall we save the earth and win the race?
Are our minds now fertile, our hearts now moist?
Do you get this alchemic depiction?

_____________________

Vibrational shaking off the dross
Circling, softly, sifting out the gold
Refining, shining,salvation of the pure
Our work, our suffering is the cost
Our LOVE, our joy, is never sold
Oh brilliant CREATION's Cosmic cure!
Increasing our FAITH as doubts are lost
Gleaning hidden truths meant for us bold
Who're drawn closely to LOVE's Light lure
Symbolic Truths weeded out as lies are tossed
Welcoming, opening to GREAT ALL's fold
Anything else is less and there's nothing more

_____________________

We've shed our sorrows, pain, and rage
We've been lifted up beyond mere self
We've found the greatest, grandest reward
From dark nights of the soul another mystic sage
Soul and Spirit empowered for vibrant health
Source and flow anchored accord
Flowering, empowering, manifesting mage
Reaching starlit Universal shelf
Command of etheric energies fjord
We now hold all keys O' material cage
Abundance is ours and all the wealth
All's within our reach and we can afford... Written By Duvid Boanerges 9/3/08 4:23AM


Combined philosophies, creeds, and religions
Worldly knowledge profits not truant faith
Bitterness sets in just seeking more pigeons
Tis’ fear disguised as love, oh’ ice cold wraith

Victimization worn as a badge of honor
Arrogance inflated, mistaken self-esteem
Insatiable thief of joy, more lives to conquer
Guised morality as guilt and shame, unjust and mean

Wounded and wicked, seeking only compensation
Genius alluring, often plays trick or treat
To avert ones gifts and rightful dispensation
Only bows down before it’s own feet

Never be fulfilled and damned if another will
Ever frozen sea, so chilled and blinded
Yet full of wisdom to tip the quill
Inflexibly petrified & “always right!!!” minded…

Perhaps such a one will get it right next time
Perhaps all the chips are down…
Its simple really, yet complex, no rhythm/rhyme
Claws latch the frown…
Running with the illusion so feigned

Only real, only true, if esteemed image bolstered
Nothing of lasting value ever gleaned
‘Tis all too common and easily fostered
Speaking my Truth and expressions Divine
To some seem absurd, ‘Tis failure of word
Somewhat the sooth, I can brightly shine

Their words are merciful, but their thoughts are hurtful
Transmitting vibes eschewed of fear
Each cosigned jibe proves unclear
Climbing their mountain, a personal quest
Do we drink the same fountain by which I’m blessed???

Trampling each other under their feet
They’ll reap the reward, which is perfectly meet…
Joined together in bitterness, arrogance, and woe
Becoming their enemy by their own seeds they sow…

Rather run with the crowd, than be humble and healed
Illusions so proud; stirred, stagnation congealed…
There’s a way words fail to express
No eloquent discourse; just simple and free
A requiem force to admit and confess
‘Tis not shared through past harms, nor shared misery
But by releasing your victim-hood…only then shall you see…




9/5/2008 3:30AM
Vision cleared third eye open
Heart feels light as a butterfly
Lets fix what things still remain broken
Come back Holden of Catcher in the Rye

I’m a White Light being
A Master in the making
Angels hear the songs I sing
Sophia heard my heart breaking

My grand intentions renewed
Their Message made clear
Seven principles imbued
More now the seer

There’s more substance to my faith
By evidence I’ve seen
I’ve banished yet another wraith
Made a poor lady clean

‘Tis my lot in life
Divine purpose handed down
I shall wield athame knife…
So dark forces shall drown

Edification of soul is for the brave
Bowed before HER feet oh’ so beautiful
i love being HER slave
i rule thee material,
i remain to HER dutiful


10:58 PM 9/9/2008
Once form of feline
Fallen from sublime
Braved to be heretic,
Cause to be bold
Praising HER skyclad
Even as a young lad
Blessedly youthful,
Soulfully old
Time to scream our truths from top o' de' roofs
O' GOD is LOVE for which we are sold
Our Ascended Masters were'nt puritanical bastards
Whose hearts are stony and cold
Once form of canine
Purposely serving mankin'
Love and Life forms many a mold
Fragrant freedom GOD's Censer, puritanical censure...
We're the Cause, they're thee effect, Rhythm rolled...
Effects're hard to convince
Causes're both Princess and Prince
Perhaps they'll embody the toad...
As Above so below
'Tis De' LAW of De' FLOW
Of coming into Sacred TRUTH's Fold
As below so Above If ye walk in LOVE
WISDOM's sweet Hand shall ye hold
Praising GODDESS SOPHIA Never felt freer
Now's our time lo and behold
Thieves power is broken
True Faith is de' token
In obstinate fear they're shoaled
LOVE's Shower so potent DIVINE POWER de' Quotient
SHE can never be stopped or controlled!!!



12:02 AM 9/11/2008
Wings Eye Spectrum, Dark Blue Clear
Chakras open blockages broken
Transmuted Love from fear

Image Created of HAVAYAH ELOKIM
So much more clearer
Than view O' de' mirror
POWER Manifested as Spoken

Shed of illusions like chaff to Thee Shearer
Roads worthy to roam Don't lead to Rome...
O' listen to WISDOM... SHE's nearer...
'Tis Path is seen clearly by plenty alone

An Ultra Vibration If ye be Causation...
Highest hopes, dreams, visions, desires shall be rewarded as own...
'Tis Elemental-Wise One's Manifestation
Temporal regarding de' flesh
Indigo Crown Eternally up in the Mesh...

Anticipates fabulous sensation, seemed demonstration...
'Tis free, knowledge map O' 'Tis Quest
Not won of anarchy
Not won of larceny
Yeshuah's True Sacred Heart Rest...

Still topples man's monarchies
Holy Sorceress', Seers, Wizards, Magicians
Truly HER Natural Physicians
Healers of all man's atrocities...
Canst thou hear melodies O' Heavenly Musicians???

Dost thou ears ring???
With the Songs THEY Sing???
ARCHANGELIC StarBorn Clinicians!!!
THEY've no low substance to cling
No limits to bound
O' so profound!
O'er all time and space lingering...

Release ye de' fear, be unanchored, do swound
Now...Then...Future... Magnificent ONENESS SUTURE!!!
Free of the halves to pound...


9/08 For those who pretend
To be a friend
While truly their hearts be mean...
There's still LOVE to send
Help to lend
Absolving the messenger clean

Ha! Go try n' defend
With no FAITH to depend
Thy views only Earthly seen
Ye sent arrows to rend
Ideals to bend
de' nature's as of a fiend...

Still, forgiveness is there
Doubt if you care
'Tis reflected back to de' source
Though it may seem unfair
'Tis glass' glare
Magnified seven times in force...

Do hope ye can bare
To pay thy share...
From ye intent do decree divorce...
Then no Judgement Chair
Be Elemental's wear...
'Tis just must run it's course...
For ye set in motion
Yeself knows the notion
GREAT SPIRIT KNOWS who ye are...
Such seeming commotion
Of ye own promotion
Shall test if ye up to par...
'Tis not born of a lotion
'Tis no earthly potion
GREAT TRUTH be GREATEST CZAR!!!

Scales of solution
Four chakras pollution
Can't get it out of a jar...
So go stick your silly puppet!
Ya know where ye can stuff it!
For ye there's a price to pay!

For those who are true
You know that you do
Have as reward LOVE's LIGHT Ray...
Again greater by seven
'Tis given of HEAVEN...
No doubt about it to say...

'Cause...those intentions pure...
No fear for a cure...
No Effect...to be afraid...


9/27/08
Rising Resonating Vibrations!
Above Rythmic Return swing...
Gliding on Rising Thermal Elations!
Angelic Eagle fine tuned wing...

Escaping not thee Law
Jesting half truths fade away
Clarifying, healing,disappearing flaw
Under LOVE LIGHT's gorgeous Ray
Lifted up triumphantly
As Djin hover all around
Assisting gallantly
Incarnate elemental crowned
Praise worthy thanks to THEE

Trembling hand, eloquent word
Eternal Ranks, True free
Exhilaratingly heard

Levitating Powered of Higher Plane
Transmuting bilocation
Pendulum returns without any pain
Due to reassociation
Beyond mere faith...to know...
Manifestation material seen
Resting softly floating gentle glow
T'was always meant to have been...

Sons of Thunder are here again
Woke upon toppling eleven
We've been called fairies, been called elves
Too few here have called us friend
Law fullfilled,
Seventy times Seven
Now begins finishing time final of twelves...







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