I Don't Belong

Sometimes I’m up, sometimes down
but I don’t really care,
Because, in my eyes all I can see
is life’s not really fair.
I doin my best, to seek for love
and arms to embrace,
But only to be rejected,
with anger slammed in my face.
Now you tell me,.. is this what I deserved?
I don’t think they realize
that they made me unnerved.
No one can know - the pain that I feel,
when I’m doing wrong,
Because the feelings that I have
is that I don’t belong!
So help me Lord, to find the light
so I may  turn around
And let my family know, without their forgiveness
happiness will not be found.