Paramedic.

Paramedic.
Check if she's alive.
But don't look for a pulse.
It's all in her eyes.

Mr.Paramedic what do you see?
Is she hurt, lonely or scared?

Tell me Mr.Paramedic what will tonight be like for her?
Will she lay in her bed awake all night thinking about happy memories?
Or will she cry for hours about sad happenings?
One way or another she will lay awake because her mind is a jumbled mess, making it impossible for her to sleep.

Mr. Paramedic,
She is young and naive.
Or she used to be?
You answer me.
You're the one looking in her eyes at the moment.

Mr.Paramedic
She's gone.
Herself is lost in her soul.

Tell her Mr.Paramedic that she's okay.
It's okay.
She'll try to believe you but it's impossible.
It's impossible.
So hard for her to think this thought.
She made that choice once.
It didn't work out well for her.

Paramedic.
Maybe you should check for a pulse.
Who knows?
Just in case.
She outs up such a mask,
She might just be dead playing alive.

Mr.Paramedic,
you tell me that her pulse hasn't stopped.
But all systems ave locked down.
But then again, you might want to consider that shes really dead but acting alive.
She's quite the actress.
She plays a Oscar worthy performance,
Acting like not even a hurricane can knock her down,
When the smallest whisper of the wind can break her apart and rip her to shreds.
Like a lion breaking apart his prey she can be ripped to shreds.

Mr.Paramedic,
She has many mountains in her way.
So stay with her in case she gets to roughed up.
Sometimes she wants to take the path without mountains,
The one where she doesn't have to lift a foot.
The one where she doesn't exist.

Mr.Paramedic,
Watch as she sits.
Red seeps from her wrist.
Today she used a broken sea-shell because there wasn't a knife nearby.
She uses her skilled hand.
It's an art to her.
She can push deep more blood comes.
She pushes lightly for just a trickle of red ribbon.

Mr.Paramedic,
As it fades to black,
She is still there with the seashell pushing deep into her skin
Paramedic.
Be sure to stay there in case she cuts too deep.

Mr Paramedic,
Do her a favor and leave her to be.
Let her go.
Let her pass.
In the end she'll be thanking you for it.

Mr.Paramedic,
Just this once,
Don't do your job