About My Feelings

This was written for an ex girlfriend and she never got how I felt.

As dawn turns to dusk

Nothing but shadows are seen surrounding me

But in the distance, a light shines

Which shows all that I hide within the shadows

All the things I’ve been to scared to show

All the things I’ve been too afraid to speak

They say secrets are best kept secret

But I can’t keep these secrets anymore

They torture me night and day

Every time I talk to you

My mind nags me to spill the beans

But I get tongue tied and can’t speak

Everyday it’s like a huge weight is on my shoulders

But yet I cannot move it

Things never are the way they seem

And I can’t help but think this is the case

Maybe I’m wasting my time

Maybe this is all an illusion

But how can that be

When I’ve never been more sure of anything else in my life

I guess it’s time to take a leap of faith

Jump off the cliff head first and see what happens

I love you and that’s all that matters