My describtion of the feeling of hopelessness |
I would rather die then feel this pain There is no laughter or joy to be gained I have become empty as the void of space An emptiness only you can replace If I could only search my very soul For days and months and years If that would be enough time I'd find all my greatest fears And greatest of these fears That haunts me every day Is how you feel about me now And wish I'd go away This feeling leaves me numb As in the coldest night I am lost in the darkness Lost in all my plight If the very sky told my tale What colors would you see A dark night veil With no stars or moon to guide me And now I sit and wonder I think with each passing breath What is there to live for Why not just bring death I watch in sadness As my life slowly fades away I'm not trying anymore To fight these shades of gray There is no silver lining No such good news in which to hope There is no one to help me Not a soul to help me cope As I look upon myself I see what I've become And as I look I never thought I'd be the one The one that has only darkness in which to hide The one that never again will be whole inside |