forgetting

The nights are always cold, but when I'm with you I forget everything i've ever had to remember. I think you fall asleep on me every night because you don't want to help me remember how I was, how I could still be……. it's all a blur somehow, but you get me, you understand the mixes, the flaws, and the imperfections that over come me every night. I'm a nightmare that you still love, that you still want to be with and i have no idea why you're still here, but you're here. i think you feel sorry for me some days, other days I know it's because you're possibly the only one who could still stand right beside me and know how i am. Even when i cry myself to sleep on your shoulder, you stay. Even when i'm the worse mess ever, you're here. With you, i forget everything i could ever remember. You make me forget every nightmare , every messy day and every imperfection i have. And I couldn't thank you more.