From the point of an unnamed teenager, a half-hated parent passing away and leaving them. |
My face went as you fell in the snow I cried, didn't want you to go My heart, it's just been blown I believed in you, set my trust in you Myself divided Because in you, I confided "You can't do it", you chided And it was then I decided I couldn't trust the one, who, for me, provided And from there, it was a downward spiral Felt like my spirits could never get higher Every single day, I was growin' shyer And one day, felt my body flyin' higher Higher than the sky, flyin' like a kite Emotions spiral in my mind I can't realize you left me behind Behind in a world of woes The only Jack in a world of Joes Thoughts pounding in my head Still can't realize that you're dead Blood stains the snow, But hey, I'm in grief, I wouldn't know I looked up and cursed at the heavens Missing the time you were livin' I tried to pick my head apart I couldn't find anything Nothing, nothing but a shattered heart So I set out there looking for something Set myself in my mind's catacombs In there, set off a million bombs So angry, hassling civilians From that day on, I was known as a "villian" So depreseed, only saw black and white Looked down the barrel of a gun Then looked into the light |