She told them first

All the lies I've told them. All those feelings I kept inside. I'm in love but i can't tell anyone. I can't tell anyone how good he makes me feel, even if he doesn't know it. I can't tell anyone, because she told them first. My best friend, Jane, she told them she liked him. Now Luke knows Jane likes him, but he'll never know I do. I care too much about Jane to tell him. She'll never forgive me, because she's in love too. Why couldn't I just tell him first. I love you. It's not that hard! Why did I have to wait? Why did she have to love him too? I feel empty now. I feel like I can't feel anything anymore, because someone will feel it before I do. I hope he doesn't love her back. I hope he loves me, but I guess I'll never know, because she told them first.