Purposely vague meaning, make up your own interpretation |
Fuck the World At the time of evolution, I stayed a monkey With the caffeine-fueled late nights, feeling like a junky I’ve been off to a fresh start every other year Can’t keep up, keep living in fear Keep missing meds, my own fault I can’t sleep Like a red state baby born without a heartbeat I keep waking up angry, borderline deadbeat Psycho with a razor blade, time to make my wrist bleed Schizoid pick-up artist feeling like a loner Can’t tell the difference is it dysfunction or disorder Or am I just trapped in a world in pain? Is it really me or is society insane? Preachers pushing dogma, getting us to heaven Politicians selling crack at the 7-11 12 year old kids whoreing out to make ends meet 40 something mothers can’t get off of the love seat In a nicotine dream where I was king of the world I kept popping pills to feel more like a girl Desperate to fit in, always lacking confidence Finding solace in bottle burning up my esophagus Resting easy on a welfare check Alone at last, time to go to bed Nightmares convince me to believe in evil Is this really satan or is it just people? Life is worth living as I’m still believing No prayers said for sinners and heathens Fucked up loser, go ahead and kill me Castrate with pills cause young kids thrill me So far, so good, staying clean It’s hard for a pimp and harder for a love machine Too young, too sick to die at my age Too smart to keep living on minimum wage Society’s reject, moral minority Cat in a dog pound, man in a sorority Sick in the head but properly medicated Dangerous to others but safely sedated |