a recording of my thoughts and happenings in daily life |
1 SECRET LOVE I hate to love and agonize For the love and life of mine As I fail to say a few words That's the key to my fulfillment I hate to lie and lie again As my shyness betrays my conscience And my true self diminishes With the hidden truth in heart My hearts want to say a word But my mouth fails me again As it fails to say ``I love you`` Three words taboo to my lips I hate to say I fails to love Just becoz of the shyness in me That makes me a dole to many Who thinks I have no feelings It betrays of my love and hate The failure to differentiate the two Just becoz my lips can't do the two The sacred job of pronouncing facts My love life is a total darkness Just because my tongue failed me To say that I needed loving From the love of my dreams It's a shame as I waste my fluid As I wet my cloths with sweat With a longing heart full of desires Without courage and will to accept LIFE! LIFE! LIFE! Life! Life! life! Life! What's a game of hide and seek With the all the wonders And the surprises of the world Lord you give life to man And all what it entails Just cox of your love But me! All thanks granted God the world is wonderful With the blessing of life That you granted the world Just as you liked it to be Men you have to know That life like a flower It blooms and brings beauty But dries up with its glory HER AND HER SON How would you know That you were a terrible mistake Since the day you saw the light That brightens your birthday You came with a hell of curses As the people you call yours fight All the hell that they could As they never wanted her to ever She gave birth with all a courage Earth having turned her upside With the hell cursing and calling her The execution that the hell never witnessed On her repentance the heavens opened The doors to the holy kingdom of holiest And the earth was ashamed of itself With the people fighting for her fruits Only the hell was sad and sorry That the one he welcomed never turned up To her rightful place due to intervention Of her divine Father and everlasting King The people claimed how they contributed her success Of her and her son whom they had disowned Calling her and her sons all the names That they had invented for their kind The earth in fear of another curse Had turned her life more of a nightmare That she prayed only a minute of peace That the heart refused to grant With thee divine intervention of God All the others followed suit with praise Without remembering the past What a glorious place for her and her son And so now her birthday is sacred It heals the misery and nightmares Of many souls out of darkness Out of repentance before justice HE AND THE DARKNESS It's a sad story to tell of him With such a personality and respect That many had come to admire He was such a rare personality in the land The land of our beloved forefathers Who blessed the land with drops of beer! The tradition that was passed on to us The learned generation that have no respect for it He was a man loved and cherished by many When he came back to the land of his people Who thought he was their savior and light As they had waited for the light to come His light was short lived and more darkness came This time with vigor and determination to destroy What who they had thought to be the light had done With the birth of wonders and many wanderers The wanderers went to search for their dreams Which the land of ancestors had failed to fulfil Only to come back and help their light with destruction With the celebration of the darkness and his comrades The light show destruction come to destroy him At last the destruction of light was due And the light never resisted his destruction Instead he helped darkness do it But the light always failed them when the fruits come The light never allows to gather harvest The cherished man has turned a laughing stock As the people pray for the light to fulfil their dreams What a glorious day when the people enjoy the fruit With the light celebrating the defeat of darkness That had turned him to a living statue of faith Whom the people expected to help overcome |