Family traumas

I've always been scared of my older brother though unlike all my other stories this one does have a reason, even as a child you were abusive. Always screaming, cursing, or even hitting on me. Though we did have our good moments, I just wished they lasted longer and weren't hidden under horrors.

Yet it only seemed to get worse as we got older, 2017 the year we both started going to the same school. I thought it would be perfect since I thought you'd protect me from bullies, yet you became my biggest bully. The teachers even turned their backs to it since "it's a family problem". You'd even bullied my friends, which was uncalled for. You'd only do it to get a go at me.

I still won't forgive you, not even with it being eight years later. When you threw a snowball packed with ice right at the back of my head? Yet when I threw one back at you when you said I could. I end up face down in the snow being strangled? That isn't fair is it? Even after all of those years I'm scared of you. I've barely been able to tell my boyfriend everything without it bringing back vivid memories. You were supposed to be my protector, yet you turned into the monster I had to protect myself from.