Red Lines

How it feels to repeat

These Red Lines keep on appearing.
They never stop, no matter how much I try.
My mind finds them appealing.
They hurt so badly I want to cry.

I've tried many other things, but none of them work.
I do not want to be scared of myself but see that happening.
Before I can help it, I am once again stuck.
These horrible feelings are just maddening.

All these Red Lines.
They come, then they heal.
I create them, just to make myself feel.