A song from a hidden room

A Song From A Hidden Room

As i lay in my bed by the windowside with a mind thats
tired and lost i started to have a kinda feeling,different and strange
but good and refreshing.And i discovered that its the soft cold wind
makin its way through the slender tall skykissing trees and eventually
through the window that made me feel that way.The cld wind.it seemed to be
lonely and excited,a wild spirit within it keepin it busy abt silly
little games with the trees,so that the loneliness cant bother it
anymore.And later i realized thatits just not the trees,it had played a game
with my mind too,but just couldnt realize it then,and how smoothly i let
it play!However the wind seemed to be happy!well afterall it doesnt
mean that if u r lonely u r not happy!And the wind,it played like a
kittenin a grassland.too excited to see the new world!,jumping and hopping at
lillte creatures as they move a bitand eventually biting its tail and
biting the grasses that seemed perhaps tasteless and unexciting.Too
happy with itself.The wind seemed to be like that,witha kinda fear within
it when this game stops it will be lonely again!,so the wild spirit
ruled for hours,the guardian spirit seemed to be happy too.Weather is
changing here,suddenly and quickly.A good surprize Mothe Nature gave me and
i got a teasing cold,the Autumn is still in the air but the Dewy season
is too naughty,jumping and hopping at the door.just cant stand
still,too eager to come in.

It brought with it ,its pleasent cold
touches,the soft breeze,cool,lonely,just touched my heart my heart at once
and a little bit deep in my heart,a place i have ignored for so long.now
i seem to have a curious look at this place ,a little bit illuminated,a
little bit warm by the rays of the Sun that somehow reached this screat
place in me!may be in the soul.

This wind makes u forget abt things abt which may be u were too crazy a
month ago,may it be a movie or the last semester or a new face, and now
u have time to take a look deep inside of u and as i do i found so
many hidden memories,feelings,emotions that seems so new ,sooo good.Have u
ever felt that way?i wondered!it feels wonderful, brandnew.Now i can
see the gloomy but warm corners of my heart or is it my soul or my mind i
dont know!I just like this feeling and there i can see so many faces
crowed in the corners ,havent ever met them but loved them from my
heart.Who could it be?

Yeah!it seemed like that i know this faces i surely do.Some r the
images of me i liked at times those good feelings.I know its the faces of
the "Self" that i always wanted to be ,a kinda person i always wanted to
be in my life!,some r childhood images.God!i thought i forget them all
but they r still inside of me!,a place i have ignored so easily so
smoothly.Surely the wind knows magic!,soft and bright magic.And i wondered
how i thought that there was nothin but a perfect emptiness,the lonely
corners.But now! they seem to be crowed.And there r some faces of my
friend once i met somewhere ,and i wondered if i could a find a new face
here!.Yes there it is!i can see it there,in the dark corner.,but still
pleasently visible,a face, .two vivid eyes yet blurred seem like its
lookin through my soul.And a smile full of warmth,its magical spreading
happiness alll over this empty,dark,gloomy room with smells of good
times and dew drops! ,inside of me with rays of light,and i felt the
warmth inside.ikonw this face somehow but cant be sure its there in the
dark corner but with a kinda brightness i have never experienced.

Who r u ?i screamed and wondered wheather i could get and answer.And i
didnt,a complete silence makin me feel that i have asked the wrong
question!And suddenly there is bright sunshine outside the window,full of
warmness of "Love".Thank God the cloud r going away from the sky above
my eyes.Now i get the vivid blue skyin my eyes,so amall the eyes i
wondered but got the whole sky in it,surely its magic!,i know.The sky its
gorgeous with its infinite soft deep blue with the blue purple crimson
coloured clouds playin on it like innoscent child,lookin just like
Angels!And u breathe deep very deep and u fell the magic inside of u .And
there is so much light ,goled light that i lost the glimpse of that
hidden place inside of me.And then the wind came through the window,throught
the green leaves of the silent trees and touched me gently and i
brethed deep... Now i know Yes now i know.know for sure that face....its her
yes its her.