Not Really There

I know you can't really be here anymore.

I think you touch me but you don't
Turn and you kiss me but you can't
Caress me but I know you won't

Ever again.

The stars in my sky
The mate to my soul
How can I feel you with me
when you no longer exist?

Are you really there?

Does my mind play games
Are you only in my head?
When I turn will you vanish
Or penetrate me with your stare?
Can you really be dead
When I still hear your voice?

Why haunt me when you're not really there?

You're here but you're not
Warm embrace but you're cold
Near me but far away
Where I never can hold

When it happened I wasn't even there...
And now you're only

In my mind.