The Thought's of Me!

Falling....

I think I might be one of those people who feels like they need attention a lot. You know, those types of people who if they don't get attention they either make up stories, or they act all sad and depressed and hope that somebody notices and trys to comfort them. I think one of my other friends it like that. I'm probably like that also. But there are times when I just want to be left alone.

I have this one good friend. And I think I might be falling for this person. This person is more like family, but I have this weird desire to get closer to them. Or maybe this person is like a younger sibling to me, and I feel the need to protect them. I know I really shouldn't be falling for this person,I do have a boyfriend after all.

But, I can't help it. I've been trying to subdue these thoughts. But when I see this person all the thoughts come back. Also when I'm sitting in the car and just staring at the sky. I start thinking about this person.

First, I'm dreaming about me and my boyfriend, then something reminds me of the other person. And I find myself looking back at all the good times we have had together. I'm extremely confused right now. I just recently put my life back together and now this. It's just to much!