When I Die

It's Not Easy Being A Paranoid Geek

Being a paranoid jerk isn't always easy. [trust me]
One thought has been devouring that twisted mind of mine right now.

Imagine this : What if we, this earth, this universe, this world, every living thing, every non-living thing, every single tree. every single rock, every single hurricane, every single sugarcane, every single earthquake, every single deep lake [sorry for the rhyme, it goes with the territory... ] were just a figment of an entity's imagination?

What if our life, as we know it, is just the dream of some being? What if some being, just dreamed us all up?
It takes some time to let it sink in, but I think this thought has sunk into my mind. I'm thinking of many things, and about how so many questions that I ask are answered by this new ideology.

Think about it, each one of us, each of our personalities, all our relationships, all our fights, all the misery, all the love, is nothing more than a thought, a vision, a dream inside a mind.

It's not possible, you say?
I ask why not?
Don't you ever dream? Don't you see people in your dreams?
Don't you dream of evil things and of people who fly?
Don't you see huge castles and spaceships?

Then why is it so hard to think that we're not being just dreamed up by some idiot?
How does that idiot look? I don't know.
I don't care.

What I do care about then, is it's mind. I'm thinking, that sometimes, we do have control over the dreams we dream, So if this being can control his dreams, then that idiot is what we've been calling 'God' all along. We're mere pawns, in that idiot's evil twisted mind. We're just sitting ducks. one little dark thought in his mind, and *poof* , you're dead.

But that isn't the most horryfing thought about it all.
Think about this : What if that being wakes up? What if he wakes up out of his sleep? Will our world just dissappear?
Our universe will just dissolve into invisibility, all of us men, all the mountains, all the stars, we'll just vanish. Just like that.


I know you're thinking I'm a paranoid jerk now, And yes, I confess that I am, But you can try finding a fault in my theory.

Try showing me one thing, one single logical statement, that'll make me drop this idea of 'the idiot and his dreaming'.
Any takers?
Oh, Anood, I know you'll come up with somethng convincing



Amber is excited , you don't need to do anything you know, you're helping me more than anything just by being such a nice human being. I wonder where I'd be if I hadn't met Thy Highness!

In fact, I'd say this for all of you. You've been great, you've been wonderful. It feels like I've found my new brotherhood here. And how lovely it is!

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